I'd always assumed the wrong thing... I'm just broken... But this time I've no idea when I'll be fixed back again... Cos its just too weird... No Woman No Cry... I was first but now I'm last... It just doesnt make sense... just all of a sudden... all those damn assumptions... they are just some fancies... fancies that torture me now. Nonono It will still be just as it has been since the start of last year... But not me. Yea. I dont hate it . I just hate my old self. Not for getting involved in it... But for not being bold enough. For not being good enough. It feels like part of my heart is lost. But i dont know where it is and I dun wanna find it. Cos my chances are over... for now at least. But Im not gonna give up.

I sound like a broken record record record all the times I said I'm gonna change...

But this time this time time Imma change...

It sucks either ways... being forgetten and being ignored...

It's like a seed anticipating to see the sunlight and grow into a tree before it rots away. A tree permenantly rooted to our hearts...